memoirs of a jobless loser

hi everybody...this is one of my new year resolutions..so plzz bear with me :P

So our placements started arnd a month back nd i m still jobless....this past month has been amazing in the sense that I've thought a lot, analyzed a lot, repented a lot nd have been frustrated a lot...
Now there are some characteristic qualities that I've developed in the meantime
1. I feel more comfortable chatting with other jobless losers than well-placed studs :D
2. I've become erratic...one moment I am giving a pep talk to some fellow loser nd next moment I am all sullen
3. My faith in butterfly effect has increased manifold, when I think how one phrase or one gesture during the interview completely changed my life
4. Sometimes I also get a very strong urge to use slangs..which I generally avoided so long...I think Calvin rightly said.."life's disappintments are harder to take when u dont know any swear words" :D

Among the people who know me I get 3 kinds of reactions for me being unemployed

dont care: Most easy reaction to understand....I dont care about everybody's placement I know..so I dont expect everybdy to care abt mine either

care: these are the ppl who helped me after every failed interview...nd I m really indebted to them...thank u

dont care but show that I care : these are the worst kind of ppl who do nothing but make u more frustrated....they make statements like "tujhe kya fark padta hai, tu toh app maarega" without even knowing me that well...its a request to all those guys who plan to use this phrase again... plzz I m better without them :)

I know this is my frustness talking..but hey I just completed my first blog